Dear future love
I’ve been going on and on about how I want to be loved, now I want to let you know how I’ll love you. I’m not a kid, I know it’s not going to be all rainbows and unicorns and sunshine but still…
When I love, I love hard. I might lose myself along the way, but I won’t mind.
I will always remind you how blessed I am to have you. I will tell you how I love your not-so-pointed nose, your lips, your skin, all the things that you probably don’t like about yourself. We will argue about a lot of things.
How you don’t wanna be bossed around or told what to do, how you don’t like this or that, and I won’t kiss your ass. I never will. I will tell you when you’re wrong, when you’re doing things inappropriately, when you need to slow down. I will let you know that there are better ways to go about things than letting you curse and shout. I won’t let you think that you are always right. Because I love you. And as much as I want to please you, I won’t.
Love isn’t about glorifying everything that you do. I will love everything you hate about yourself until you learn to love them too, but I won’t let you be eaten by the idea that you are perfect. ‘Cause you ain’t and you don’t need to be.
I am willing to be a bitch on occasion for disagreeing with your crooked beliefs and ideas. Some nights, I’ll cry but that’s okay if that’s what it takes to make a better man out of you. It’s gonna be alright. Because I trust you. I trusted you the moment I knew we were meant to be. Love never gives up. And neither do I.
I will love you with the heart of a child so open and trusting. No expectations, just pure joy in being able to love you. I will love you with all of letting you wander free and become all that you aspire to be because in the space where all your dreams are fulfilled, I will find ultimate happiness.
I will love you with the simplicity of our baby girls heart. Conscious, humble, and never ostentatious because love doesn’t have to be complicated. It only needs to be true.
I will love you with the wonder and thrill of young love. Relationships can
be monotonous and dull over the years, everyone knows that , but I will always choose to see the beauty of us with the eyes that first fell in love with you all those years ago.
I will love you with the promise of a best friend’s loyalty making sure that
you know that I will always have your back and I am committed to put you first. I will forever be here to hold you, not only through the good times but more importantly through the bad times as well.
I will love you with the absolute certainty of a soul mate’s love. So intense
and undeniable. There never will be questions or doubt, only the feeling of finally belonging.
I will love you in all the ways that you have not been loved. It is a lofty
promise, but it is not an insurmountable one, it is something that will just flow like how we always will, easy and effortless.
I will love you in all the ways I’ve always dreamed of loving someone.
Selfless and with loving kindness. I will cherish you and be true to you cause I know that my heart could never lie to me much less to you. I will assure you every day so you will never have to wonder again.
I will love you with the promise of being the best person I can be, cause I know you deserve nothing less.
I will love you and all there is about you. I will love you in times when you are all put together, in times when the most beautiful side of you shows. When your heart knows nothing but happiness.
I’ll love when you smile and I’ll love how you do it. And I’ll love you when you are all broken inside.
I’ll love you when you are a mess, cause you’d be my mess. I’ll love you even when you wish I wasn’t there to see you in the state you are. I’ll love you when sadness is written all over your heart. Only then can I try to rewrite everything.
I’ll love your brokenness. And understand the darkest parts of your heart.
I won’t be the one to judge you, I’ll be the one who appreciates all that you are.
I’ll be the center that supports you. And I’ll be with you in every step of the way as you chase after your dreams. I want to be a part of your
dreams, to be the one who keeps reminding you of that which awaits you at the end of it all.
I’ll be a ray of hope for you. I’ll be a constant reminder of your might. I’ll be your shoulder to cry on when things go sour and I will never get tired of listening to your problems.
I’ll never betray or give up on you. I’ll be sure of my feelings for you. I won’t think that I love you, I’ll know that I do.
I’ll be by your side, despite the situation. I’ll love you when everything is okay and when everything is falling apart. I’ll always be there for you, for our love. I’ll be there when all is well and when things come crashing to the ground. I’ll be the one who when darkness strikes, you will scramble with in search of a way out.
I’ll be by your side when it all goes down. I’ll kiss you every day. I’ll kiss you like it’s my first time. I’ll give you chills and bring excitement in ways you can’t explain. I’ll be at a loss for words when I look in your beautiful eyes. I’ll be the one whose smile will say everything when I’m drowned in the beauty of your presence and the embrace of your heart.
I’ll be there it’s dark and cold. When you are all scared and shaken. I’ll be there to hold you, to look into your eyes and tell you that I’m scared for both of us. I’ll feel your pain like it’s mine. I’ll listen to the silent voices in your heart as you lay next to me. I’ll love you without any limits
I’ll love all of you. And I’ll know the tiny details of your everyday life. I’ll know who told you what, who made you feel what, what you saw on the way to work, and what you thought while you nibbled on the sandwich during lunch. I want you to share every single detail of your life, until it becomes mine. All of it, until it fills me up —my body, soul and mind.
Because we’re one.